ON THE SIDE OF ME :D

ON THE SIDE OF ME - corrine may

I'm not the easiest person to love
I'm often the one who lets things go unresolved
Yet you choose to be
on the side of me
on the side of me
Yet you choose to be
on the side of me
on the side of me
I'm not too proud of some things
I've done in my life
The skeletons in my closet
Are too big for me to hide
Yet you choose to be
on the side of me
on the side of me
Blessed Charity
You're on the side of me
on the side of me
'Cause everyone needs a friend to hold
when it's cold outside
and there's no place to go
Everyone needs a friend to hold
all alone I cried
there was no place to go
I remember when nobody cared
but you
I'm not the easiest person to love
But you, you've opened your heart to show me what I'm worth
'Cause you choose to be
on the side of me
on the side of me
What a mystery
You're on the side of me
on the side of me
'Cause everyone needs a friend to hold
when it's cold outside
and there's no place to go
Everyone needs a friend to hold
all alone I cried
there was no place to go

I LOVE IT SOOOOOO MUCH!

I'm bored so I'll make this blog long. haha.

I'm not the easiest person to love
- YES! I 100% agree (I'm not sure about the others :P) you know why? 
simply because i don't take things seriously many agreed with that!
specially guys(haha. diba?) sometimes it pissed them off but I adore those
who have patience on my abnormal behavior(sometimes!). :P
I'm not easy to love but i appreciate all your love! LOVE YOU! MWA!

I'm often the one who lets things go unresolved
- When it deals with problems i always let it unresolved
 I don't push/rush things to solve it right away maybe 
i can fine the answer on the future but not now. 
Many things can happen if you resolve it right away
you might regret it one day unlike letting it unresolved for 
 the mean time you have a lot of time to think for the right 
 move. Me, gabby let things unresolved today and set it next 
week.haha. But honestly speaking I'm afraid of problems, 
 maybe that's why i let them unresolved. 


I'm not too proud of some things
- I'm proud of all that I have my GOD, FAMILY, FRIENDS and EVERYBODY
One thing I'm not proud of.. I'm UNEMOTIONAL or NUMB sometimes i get 
jealous when i see someone crying because i don't cry REALLY PROMISE
everybody knows about that S H A M E because sometimes it can hurt others
like for example my friend will transfer in other country or somewhere
 and we can't communicate anymore and so it's saying goodbye's and you the
bestfriend has no reaction or something like you'll not be sad because the common
sign when you're sad you'll cry but it's not me it's not gabbie. one time during our 
retreat there was a part there where you'll analyze things you've done the right
and the wrongs, everybody is crying but me uhmm at least i got teary-eyed but 
not the tears flowing on my face, it's just forming on my eyes and has no plans 
on falling down. BUT i have a REASON on that ii have an Asthma since I was young
so whenever i cry on my younger years i always got an attack as in i cant breathe
and the inhalers, the nebulizers are always on my side. AND the other reason is
I don't want others to see me cry. When I'm sad i pour my emotions on my sports,
most of you know that I'm a sport-minded person and that's my way of releasing
my E M O T I O N S .

Cause everyone needs a friend to hold
- I TREAT YOU ALL AS MY FRIEND, EVEN THOUGH YOU DON'T CONSIDER ME AS YOUR FRIEND
It's fine with me.I'm not choosy :D those who don't like me don't worry I'm not mad I'm a friend,
those who treat me as their enemy fine, you're still a friend to me

there was no place to go
- FALSE/LIES/NOT TRUE- GOD, FAMILY, FRIENDS are always there they will never leave you maybe physically
but not mentally.



^SWEET! i got this picture last February 2009 during the Panagbenga Festival at Baguio.
everyone needs a friends. lalalala. :D

HAHAHAHAHA. LONGEST BLOG OF MINE EVER! hahaha.
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